I am so frustrated. Everything I try to do goes nowhere. I am having no luck in selling on Etsy or at the vendor mall that my items are in. I want to do some craft shows but every time I get an application for one, there is something more important going on that day or weekend. I can't seem to get my photography business going. I have had one paying job and that was for a friends wedding which was very informal and really not a lot of photo ops because, there weren't really that many people there. I have two maternity shoots coming up but guess what....... they are for my daughters which means, I am doing it as a gift.
As far as finding a real job??? Well, that is a joke in this area we live in. There really isn't anything unless you are in the medical field or can drive a truck. Part of it is my fault because I am at the point in my life that I do not want to work holidays or weekends.
So, here I am with 2 grandchildren on the way wondering what the hell am I doing with my life.